SomberSweet

Today I have finally decided it is time. Time to update the few fragments of the world who may be interested to know what has been going on in my life. Its pretty simple really. I was sick for 5 weeks. Alone most of that time as my fiance was to busy out having fun till 3 or 4 in the morning most nights. I did not want to burdan my few friends with the weight of my emotional pain, so I kept it to myself. Tollerated the way she was treating me, trying to convince myself that once I got better that she would come back. I was very wrong. Almost a month ago, after she had stayed out till 4 the night prior, the first day I began to feel better, s

For 2 and a half weeks now I have been unable to go about normal life. I have almost fainted 4 times. I went to the hospital after almost fainting at work and was simply told I have vertigo, to take motion sickness medicine and wait it out. The motion sickness meds did nothing. So I stopped taking them. Finally at 2 weeks in I managed to get the doctors to tell me they wanted to see me again. They gave me valium, which only made it worse. So I called the doctor again and now I am booked for the epley maneuver. I'm not sure if it will even work. I have tired so many things, and none of worked, ei: ginger, Saint John's Wort, lower salt, no suga

So lately it seems like the universe does not want me to have fun, but in its own strange way is being nice to me. I moved, as you all know, and in the nice, gorgeous, spacious, homey, new apartment we have shit for internet. Its not even 1mbps available for us. Cause the wiring in this complex sucks. And everyone is having to use the same provider. And in general it sucks balls. So I don't know when I will have good enough internet to actually get ON but someday I will come back to DA! *fistpumps of determination* I am using my cellphone internet right now and is not so good for laptops. Okay so that is ONE thing. The second is that I have